Suatu Ketika di Ujung Hari

Hari saat kau tak ada

Tak di tempatmu

Kutemukan kau tetap di hatiku

Menciptakan rindu

Membuat candu

Melupakanku pada akhir yang membisu

Senyum yang tercipta,

Kadang,

Tak seasli yang terlihat

Tak terindera oleh mata,

Kalbu, dan suara…

Hari saat kau ucapkan selamat jalan

Hari saat kusadari kau tak lagi di sisiku

Bahkan bayanganku pun menangis

Pilu di tengah rasa yang terbendung

Ada sesuatu yang hilang

Yang tak kurasakan, saat kau bersamaku

Saat aku berpaling

Tak kutemukan kau berdiri di tempatmu

Mungkin kau menghilang tuk sementara,

Demikiankah?

Kurasakan hati bekerja,

Tanpa ada harapan pengakhiran

Mengairi air mata

Mengaliri nadi yang kering

Tandus tanpa melankoli suara

Menciptakan luka, sepedih pandora

Akankah ada akhir untuk ini?

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It's Nice! (happy and miserable)

It's so nice to be grown in life.

coz we all are live.

and we do need to.

but,

as the time pass,

we all need to adapt too,

in every field in life.

and so too the teenage world.

we cant dodge it.

we cant.

i cant.

none can.

except you die!

it's nice to be nice! but,

it's hard to do

when you know that is true

to keep relent and adapt

from matter you cant go away

from all sides you cant throw away

as far as I go,

I just find the same things,

the same feeling

similar smell

familiar res

and strangers

how to do when the compass is stolen

how to do when your heart is crushed

what to do when letdown just flew on you

what to do when you just can believe none anymore

is it going to be sad?

or pretended to be happy again and again?

It's nice to be nice

It's needed to be honest

It's nice to hide the tear

It's nice to tell me to pretend everything's fine

Sometimes you have to learn that grief must be enjoyed! :(

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